Feelings

[brlmski]

being unemployed is exhausting. i just wanna go back to the relaxing cadence of working

[mahi-mahi]

as I get older, I’ve realized that the stuff I really want for Christmas is stuff that can’t be bought.

[wrong]

I don't have many people I can share this with but last year I posted this on c-t


This year, I am happy to post this


i'm here as a permanent resident now! ! !

Spoiler:

i promise i'll send my care share now that this is over

[brlmski]

got a job 8). working as a research engineer at the university of washington

[meatjacket]

Lots of ups and downs in my struggle to be an independent adult. Lots of stuff changing almost all at once which is great and hard to keep up with and bad and not moving fast enough. Overall pretty down but I know there’s some upsides coming up

The bad..
- girlfriend and I broke up after 7 years together. We still live together and plan to until the lease is up. It’s been rough on us being under the same roof because of how different we view the world and our motivating factors. Her idea of fun is not my idea and vice versa. As kids we were the same kind of person but now as we’re older we’re different and know what we want out of the world and sadly it’s not a future with us together. I have no plans to date anytime soon but she’s out looking for people to connect with. This sucks man

However I am a silver lining kind of guy, let’s see what’s going well so far
The good!
- I got a new job and it’s so easy, much less stressful both physically and mentally. Pay is better along w nearly open dress code :-)
- Strokes cover band is going well, we play some originals on the side. Hope to have a show by the beginning of the year!
- credit cards are nearly paid off, almost no debt

[bels]

I always have a headache and it's driving me crazy.

[brlmski]

shedding the majority of my stuff in a cross country move feels great. feel like i could leave some more behind but it's hard to go all the way i think

[archangel666]

the world is so fucked.