Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2021 3:45 pm
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Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2021 3:59 pm
that payment scheme is O(n) and I am not rich, therefore, I prefer the O(1) deletion model
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Thu Jul 29, 2021 9:31 am
in my last post i said i would "start running again next week"
instead i found myself as a talent for one of my friend's music videos and after that was done i stayed on board to help out with styling
don't know if it's just COVID related regulations but wow, shooting every day for a week from 4-6 PM until 4-6 AM is extremely exhausting
instead i found myself as a talent for one of my friend's music videos and after that was done i stayed on board to help out with styling
don't know if it's just COVID related regulations but wow, shooting every day for a week from 4-6 PM until 4-6 AM is extremely exhausting
just tiring, had jet lag without any of the travel and still "fixing" my body clock nowoucho wrote:you had to work overnight?? that sounds horrible!
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Aug 04, 2021 3:33 pm
white lotus is a very funny show
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2021 1:15 am
is there anything better than the feeling in your mouth after getting your teeth cleaned at the dentist
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2021 1:43 pm
There is:
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Aug 11, 2021 2:52 pm
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Thu Aug 12, 2021 3:13 pm
don't know where to post this
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2021 12:05 pm
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2021 6:12 pm
Every day I become less and less interested in production, both my own and the world in general. Sometimes I equate this to having less “vigor” for life than I did when I was younger. There is certainly an omnipresent weariness at the State of Things
, as if the best course of action is to find a quiet and peaceful place to live out the End Times. To do less, to make less. To step back from constantly consuming/pushing/disposing etc.
It’s not so much that I’ve found newer, more “Zen” interests but rather I’ve become disenchanted with the realities of old ones. Ex. fashion, art making, typography, crafts. Is this depression? Or does a slower, more mindful pace just look like depression in the context of this modern life?
, as if the best course of action is to find a quiet and peaceful place to live out the End Times. To do less, to make less. To step back from constantly consuming/pushing/disposing etc. It’s not so much that I’ve found newer, more “Zen” interests but rather I’ve become disenchanted with the realities of old ones. Ex. fashion, art making, typography, crafts. Is this depression? Or does a slower, more mindful pace just look like depression in the context of this modern life?
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2021 6:45 pm
Wawa gave out a free sandwich today and when I went to redeem it, the app said, "are you sure you want to redeem this? You have fifteen minutes." and I clicked yes and then it said, "wow, connection trouble, fucked up!" so I kept trying and then sixteen minutes later it was like, "you have no rewards." I think they did this on purpose.
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2021 12:41 am
I just had my first dental checkup since I got my care-tags celebrated philips soniccare toothbrush. it was an extremely chill time. the dental assistant and I were vibing talking about how I can whiten my materially perfect teeth. the dentist walks up to me like "great xrays." we were vibing talking about how my gums are slightly receding from overbrushing by the tissue and teeth are perfectly healthy and he's like "you know too much." I've entered soniccare moderamdomthought wrote: ↑Wed Aug 11, 2021 1:15 am is there anything better than the feeling in your mouth after getting your teeth cleaned at the dentist
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2021 9:08 am
UPDATE: I've realized a disconnect from old interests is actually growing new ones, they are just more subtler than the first. I think after the initial feeling that I have "lost" interests, I had a moment of feeling dormant, before the new interests came creeping in. Like moss forming on a felled tree.foxtail_grass wrote: ↑Thu Aug 26, 2021 6:12 pm Every day I become less and less interested in production, both my own and the world in general... It’s not so much that I’ve found newer, more “Zen” interests but rather I’ve become disenchanted with the realities of old ones. Ex. fashion, art making, typography, crafts...
Funnily enough these new interests have reconnected me deeper with older interests that I initially dismissed as dead. For instance, I really *looked* [1] at my compulsion to make and think about clothing: it relates with this desire to put utopic ideas into action. If you live waiting for utopia, it's never going to come because no progress has been made toward it. if you live like you're already in it, in a way you are, and it gets richer every day.
clothes and making help me explore my identity and my community and my surroundings. anyways back to sleep[2]
self deprecating footnotes:
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Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Sat Sep 04, 2021 10:11 pm
ophthalmologist and surgeons figured out how to mostly correct my nephew's vision issues
now the kids throwing baseballs and hitting them like never before
love to see it no pun intended
now the kids throwing baseballs and hitting them like never before
love to see it no pun intended
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Thu Sep 16, 2021 12:09 am
real shit, i would take this class in a heartbeat: https://twitter.com/sethrockman/status/ ... 62948?s=20
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Thu Sep 16, 2021 1:08 pm
lost egg 2 is a very fun game
Re: ramdom thought thread revival
Posted: Sat Sep 18, 2021 4:20 am
wow i was wildin on this one. hit the most highminded lickfoxtail_grass wrote: ↑Wed Sep 01, 2021 9:08 amUPDATE: I've realized a disconnect from old interests is actually growing new ones, they are just more subtler than the first. I think after the initial feeling that I have "lost" interests, I had a moment of feeling dormant, before the new interests came creeping in. Like moss forming on a felled tree.foxtail_grass wrote: ↑Thu Aug 26, 2021 6:12 pm Every day I become less and less interested in production, both my own and the world in general... It’s not so much that I’ve found newer, more “Zen” interests but rather I’ve become disenchanted with the realities of old ones. Ex. fashion, art making, typography, crafts...
Funnily enough these new interests have reconnected me deeper with older interests that I initially dismissed as dead. For instance, I really *looked* [1] at my compulsion to make and think about clothing: it relates with this desire to put utopic ideas into action. If you live waiting for utopia, it's never going to come because no progress has been made toward it. if you live like you're already in it, in a way you are, and it gets richer every day.
clothes and making help me explore my identity and my community and my surroundings. anyways back to sleep[2]
self deprecating footnotes:
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